"stop thinking so much"

To stop thinking,
to stop feeling;
to let the emotions fall,
to be numb.
It's almost calming,
the feeling of screeching brakes,
thoughts halting,
disappearing,
instead of their endless stream.
And the emotions previously building,
swelling and swelling in my heart,
wiped away,
dismissed.
It's a sick form of serenity,
to sit in the presence of such chaos,
and no longer be touched by it all.